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October 01

aaron to kelly

leaving a wind of hope in the meadow of self destruction
watching the smiling faces
with thier wonderus embraces
filled with envy of thier love
will i ever feel what they have
can i be held like the mountains to the earth
or am i forsaken to be forever lose dirt?

wishing away every pain you bare inside
bringing you out from the place of which you hide
we've had our share of wrongs
we made it through without breaking our bonds
we've kept eachother in our own sanity
demeaning everyone elses realities
our love is strong and our hearts broken to pieces
but yet we stay strong amoung the beasts
when we're together, thier happiness is our sorrow
knowing one day will be thier last tomorrow
we shall destroy the smiling faces
completely tear apart those wonderus embraces
rectify the demons which have slept for far to long
so they may take everything right and make it wrong
make the light to darkness, where we are most welcome
for the lights to bright for it to be shown

so as we walk away from the torched hearts
laughing as they all fall apart
for our bliss is within thier torment
and we are one within this very moment.

-xzombie /06

kelly to aaron

These feelings were once only a slight threat
I was never afraid before of having regret
From the start of this experience, I knew not what to expect
From casual conversation, To pouring our hearts out
The wind blew our words away, Yet we continued to shout
An instant bond, wound so tightly it will not break
Who knew there could be slight happiness in fate?
When im dying inside, Bleeding ripped into shreds
You give me assurance, And sew me back with soft threads
I carry no regret with you, But i'll never be the same
I hope you feel the same, Together we create our own world that is sane
Dark highway roads are all around us, I'll show you the way
To my sanctuary, a quiet, calming embrace
I no longer want to burden you with white lies
Only the truth leaves my mouth, No more tainted flies
I stare when you're not looking, But you're strong enough to feel it
I hope you dont mind, Im still quite curious thats it..
I cant run away from my thoughts anymore
I have to express them or i carry a heavy sadness
You're keeping me alive, keeping me fucking sane
I'm sorry if it seems like im in love, im not Love is pain
I love you in a way that's deep and meaningful
Not full of lust, and all thats in view of sight
I love your heart, I love your mind
You keep the peace in my life
Slight peace at mind.
-xkelstar /06.
January 26

Temptation, Satisfaction, Passion, Freedom-fr.maxium

Temptation IS A TASTE FROM THE SWEET TONGUE OF LIFE.  TRY SPENDING MORE TIME LICKING YOUR FRIENDS.  OR GET A TATTOO OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD AND ASK A STRANGER TO BITE IT.
 
Satisfaction IS A MEAL MADE OF FAT DREAMS.  BUY A STRANGER A MILKSHAKE IN EXCHANGE FOR A SMILE.  OR LETS START EATING MORE ANIMALS BECAUSE VEGETABLES HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
 
Passion IS THE PLACE WHERE FANTASIES COME TRUE.  FEED YOUR FRIENDS WITH OYSTERS AND WINE.  OR SHARE YOUR BODY WITH EVERYONE YOU MEET, EXCPET YOUR PARENTS THAT WOULD BE ILLEGAL.
 
Freedom IS A FEELING YOU CELEBRATE WITH THE WORLD.  LETS MAKE CAKES NOT WEAPONS AND REPLACE OUR ARMS WITH WINGS.
November 27

I hate her and this reminds me to stay away

      By Samantha Reynolds

 

If my 'glamorous' lifestyle

Is appealing to you. . .

And you want to try me

Because you've 'nothing to lose'. . .

Then, let me give you

A bit of advice:

You are a fool. . .

And you'd better think twice.

I destroy homes.

I tear families apart.

I take your children.

And that's just the start.

I'm more valued than diamonds.

More precious than gold.

The sorrow I bring

is a sight to behold.

If you need me, remember;

I'm easily found.

I live all around you.

In school and in town.

I live with the rich.

I live with the poor.

I live just down the road.

And maybe next door.

I'm made in a lab, but

Not in one like you think.

I can be made under your kitchen sink.

Or in your child's closet

And even out in the woods.

If this scares you to death

It certainly should.

I have many names

But there's one you'll know best.

I'm sure you've heard of me.

My name's..............

My power is awesome.

Try me you'll see.

But if you do

You may never break free.

Just try me once

And I might let you go.

But if you try me twice

then I own your soul.

    When I possess you

      You'll steal and lie.

    You'll do what you have to

Just to get high.

The crimes you'll commit

For my narcotic charms

Will be worth the pleasure

You'll feel in my arms.

  You'll lie to your mother.

You'll steal from your dad.

When you see their tears

You must not feel sad.

Just forget your morals

And how you were raised.

I'll be your conscious.

I'll teach you my ways.

I take kids from their parents.

I take parents from kids.

I turn people from God.

I separate friends.

I'll take everything from you;

Even your good looks and your pride.

I'll be with you always.

Right here by your side.

You'll give up everything:

Your family, your home

Your money, your friends.

You'll be all alone.

I'll take and I'll take

'Til you've no more to give.

When I'm finished with you

You'll be lucky to liv

 If you try me be warned:

THIS IS NOT A GAME.

If I'm given the chance

I'll drive you insane.

I'll ravage your body.

I'll control your mind.

I'll own you completely.

Your soul will be mine.

  The nightmares I'll give you

When your lying in bed....

And the voices you'll hear

From inside your head....

The sweats, the shakes

And the visions you'll see....

I want you to know:

These are your gifts from me.

By then it's to late

And you'll know in your heart

That you are now mine

And we shall not part.

You'll regret that you tried me.

(They always do.)

Remember; you came to me.

Not I, to you.

You knew this would happen.

How many times were you told?

But you challenged my power.

You chose to be bold.

You could have said "No" and

Then walked away.

If you could live that day over

Now, what would you say?

  My power is awesome

As I told you before.

I can take your mother

And turn her into a whore.

Go ahead and curse me

With every breath.

Just make your choice:

Will it be life or ........?

You will take unknown paths

On your journey through life.

Some will bring happiness.

Some will bring strife.

But, my path is one

You must not ever cross.

Although it's well trodden

Countless lives have been lost.

    Now that you've met me

What will you do?

Will you try me or not?

It's all up to you.

I can show you more misery

Than words can tell

Come, take my hand.

Let me lead you to Hell.

 

November 11

from mike's msn

be careful of the seeds you plant in the garden of your mind, the seeds grow after their kind.
 

Amanda Kuz

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The LiSt of Me (unfinished) so far contains 77 words in which i could be defined, if i wanted to be a definition.

I am a teacher, worker, student- - An insomniac with a painfully overactive imagination- - The stereotype of a moody artist- - A protector of my friends and family- - One who is now cautious of business- - consistently stubborn- - Potentionally the holder of multiple personalities- - Resourceful- - Surprisingly romantic- - Devious- - Perhaps just a little UnStAbLe- - But really

IM JUST ME!!!





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